Take this with a grain of salt

Tw: suicidal thoughts, lots of cussing, Trump talk (yes trump talk needs a fucking trigger warning), just a giant fucking mess. Also before you call the fucking cops talk to me first. Seriously

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The only reason I’m still alive and choosing to live is because of the kids and Amy and Alice. Nothing else right now because i got nothing else. People leave, Ywam friends i thought i had turned out fake as fuck and I’m over hear dealing with all my shit while others go and live their fucking lives. I rarely get to see the kids because of finances and i don’t know how much more of this i can take.

I’m tired of getting handed shit and told to make it look beautiful im fucking tired of this. Never knowing what my day will look like or even if it will be the day i end it. Ending it seems inevitable and that is scary as fuck. I know i tend to blow shit out of proportion but fuck today.

It’s hard killing the parts that caused the trauma because i have a bit of Stockholm syndrome and i just can’t seem to get away from the pain and the trauma and the fact Christians still think trump was sent by God… What the fucking fuck Batman? If trump was sent by God I’m pretty sure it would look different. Social justice would be a thing that is accepted not demonized but the fascist in charge of this nation is making this nation a 3rd world country. If you are white cis and male you are safe. This is a lot like what Hitler fucking did… Go back and read the history books i beg all of you.

If you don’t see the correlation between Hitler and trump you aren’t fucking paying attention and it’s time to get off your asses and actually advocate. Christians that’s you ywamers come on seriously get off your asses and fight for social justice.

Was i the only mother fucking person there that actually saw the importance of social justice?

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sashaadele1

My name is Sasha Adele Braden, a transgender woman, who is queer and living in freedom. I knew I was transgender at the age of five because my development just seemed off so I had an inclination something was very wrong. I was locked away because of shame and I decided that I was going to take my truth to the grave and never open up to anyone because I was full of fear. That all changed February 14, 2018, when it all came out. I’m free. I’m alive. I’m learning that life isn’t just eating, sleeping, having sex, and going to the bathroom but it is so much more! Learning that has been a blast! I am also co-managing a grassroots organization called, “REFLECT” and it is all about trans and nonbinary expression through community while being able to completely lean on allies. I am super stoked to be doing this and being a safe place for the queer community of Austin, TX. Look up my Facebook page “REFLECT” for more details. With all of that said, welcome to my life. I welcome all types of people and welcome all types of dialogue. So, drop a comment or two on a post every once In a while​ this blog is mainly just a way to let go of trauma from my past. Expressing it has helped me overcome things I thought I was never going to be able to overcome and I’m living in freedom for the first time in my life.

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