There has not been any words or actions from folks at YWAM for these people in cages at the boarder. Why? I thought yall where pro life? Any time I went on an outreach it was always a mess because that’s just not how things are supposed to work. Out reaches are the most rasist shit show on the planet because going over to share about your white man is all you know what to do. First of all if Jesus is real then I bet he wasn’t white and most yall have the idea he was… Racist.
Out of anything I have ever done in my life going on out reaches is one of my biggest regrets because I used to be racist and fell under the spell of white savior complex. You can disagree with me I don’t mind I’m just writing out what has happened in my life and what ywam looked like for me personally.
The sexual abuse on out reaches also was very hard to deal with because I knew what those people where doing I just didn’t know how to stop it. I was brain washed into believing that that is OK and to just brush it off because God will forgive… How sick. I know of at lease five CiS males who abused students while I was on outreach with them. That is so scary but proves that Christians are sexualy repressed into one position missionary… Hmmm imagine that.
Remember I write my story I dont name names even though I should but I keep you all low key because I’m decent. Ywam is not decent and evangelicals are not decent. If I could go back to that campus I’d call so many of you out for what I know you do. Telling me you and your wife have never had a fight is a bull faced fucking lie and you know it. Don’t hide behind that.
I’m tired of all this trauma that was produced in the 7 years I was apart of ywam. It’s exhausting and I know I’m not the only one dealing with trauma from that place. People are so mean because we are in this consistent cycle of just being mean to one another and in all my life evangelicals have been the meanest. That’s is so ass backwards.
