I just gotta write

There has not been any words or actions from folks at YWAM for these people in cages at the boarder. Why? I thought yall where pro life? Any time I went on an outreach it was always a mess because that’s just not how things are supposed to work. Out reaches are the most rasist shit show on the planet because going over to share about your white man is all you know what to do. First of all if Jesus is real then I bet he wasn’t white and most yall have the idea he was… Racist.

Out of anything I have ever done in my life going on out reaches is one of my biggest regrets because I used to be racist and fell under the spell of white savior complex. You can disagree with me I don’t mind I’m just writing out what has happened in my life and what ywam looked like for me personally.

The sexual abuse on out reaches also was very hard to deal with because I knew what those people where doing I just didn’t know how to stop it. I was brain washed into believing that that is OK and to just brush it off because God will forgive… How sick. I know of at lease five CiS males who abused students while I was on outreach with them. That is so scary but proves that Christians are sexualy repressed into one position missionary… Hmmm imagine that.

Remember I write my story I dont name names even though I should but I keep you all low key because I’m decent. Ywam is not decent and evangelicals are not decent. If I could go back to that campus I’d call so many of you out for what I know you do. Telling me you and your wife have never had a fight is a bull faced fucking lie and you know it. Don’t hide behind that.

I’m tired of all this trauma that was produced in the 7 years I was apart of ywam. It’s exhausting and I know I’m not the only one dealing with trauma from that place. People are so mean because we are in this consistent cycle of just being mean to one another and in all my life evangelicals have been the meanest. That’s is so ass backwards.

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My name is Sasha Adele Braden, a transgender woman, who is queer and living in freedom. I knew I was transgender at the age of five because my development just seemed off so I had an inclination something was very wrong. I was locked away because of shame and I decided that I was going to take my truth to the grave and never open up to anyone because I was full of fear. That all changed February 14, 2018, when it all came out. I’m free. I’m alive. I’m learning that life isn’t just eating, sleeping, having sex, and going to the bathroom but it is so much more! Learning that has been a blast! I am also co-managing a grassroots organization called, “REFLECT” and it is all about trans and nonbinary expression through community while being able to completely lean on allies. I am super stoked to be doing this and being a safe place for the queer community of Austin, TX. Look up my Facebook page “REFLECT” for more details. With all of that said, welcome to my life. I welcome all types of people and welcome all types of dialogue. So, drop a comment or two on a post every once In a while​ this blog is mainly just a way to let go of trauma from my past. Expressing it has helped me overcome things I thought I was never going to be able to overcome and I’m living in freedom for the first time in my life.

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