Just more of the story… My story

Tw: rape, Gaslighting, being told to talk highly of trump,

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In ywam:

I had a leader(S) tell me that I need to pray to have my thoughts changed on trump and except him as president because he was chosen by God.

I was told to go read my Bible becuse there is stuff in there that validates trump.

I was told to go worship and get my head on strait because trump is the best president we could have.

I was told that I would only make it to my goal if I got right with the lord and got my work area cleaned up.

This person is gone now and I’m grieving. Even grieving your Gaslighter is possible and it fucking sucks… I’m grieving the fact that they completely cut off all communication when we left ywam and the little talk we did have was because trump was OK with the nazis at Charlottesville…

I’m also trying to deal with something that happened when I was 16 and it just popped out of nowhere in my head. I was raped by 3 people who pushed me up against a wall and proceeded to do what they where going to do. They where Christians and the leader that was there just sat back and watched and laughed.

It hurts so much yall…

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sashaadele1

My name is Sasha Adele Braden, a transgender woman, who is queer and living in freedom. I knew I was transgender at the age of five because my development just seemed off so I had an inclination something was very wrong. I was locked away because of shame and I decided that I was going to take my truth to the grave and never open up to anyone because I was full of fear. That all changed February 14, 2018, when it all came out. I’m free. I’m alive. I’m learning that life isn’t just eating, sleeping, having sex, and going to the bathroom but it is so much more! Learning that has been a blast! I am also co-managing a grassroots organization called, “REFLECT” and it is all about trans and nonbinary expression through community while being able to completely lean on allies. I am super stoked to be doing this and being a safe place for the queer community of Austin, TX. Look up my Facebook page “REFLECT” for more details. With all of that said, welcome to my life. I welcome all types of people and welcome all types of dialogue. So, drop a comment or two on a post every once In a while​ this blog is mainly just a way to let go of trauma from my past. Expressing it has helped me overcome things I thought I was never going to be able to overcome and I’m living in freedom for the first time in my life.

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