Mad

Just let minorities live… God Damn it yall over here bitching about a God Damn mermaid who is black when there are children on the border drinking out of fucking toilets and wearing the same clothes they have had on since they got captured. Where are the ywamers handing out food and water and helping? Where are the Christians? Where are the Jesus followers?

You live in a construct that teaches you to take care of the least of these yet your prisident is the biggest bigot/ racist and fear monger on the fucking planet. The trump Christian is the American terriorst and more Christians rape/assault women and kids more than any other fucking demographic on the planet. LOOK IT THE FUCK UP!

We all know you can’t walk that walk if you talk the talk because talking is a hell of a lot easier and the follow through is God Damn impossible. I’m not making this shit up. I saw this shit I lived this shit and I dealt with it my entire fucking life. Fuck them all. Oh there was an earthquake across the world we are going to go there instead of our back fucking yards. Seriously fuck that cult that is evangelical Christianity.

Also…

Forgiveness. What the fuck is that? Why would I want to ever forgive all the people who caused me trauma? Why would I forgive the beer bottles being thrown at my head? Why would I forgive passive aggressiveness? Why would I forgive spiritual abuse?

One time I went on a trip with a few folks from ywam and I got pressured into forgiving my dad. It was gross and hard and cause a lot of trauma. If you are reading g this and I hope you are I don’t forgive any of you and I probably never will. I promise.

Published by

sashaadele1

My name is Sasha Adele Braden, a transgender woman, who is queer and living in freedom. I knew I was transgender at the age of five because my development just seemed off so I had an inclination something was very wrong. I was locked away because of shame and I decided that I was going to take my truth to the grave and never open up to anyone because I was full of fear. That all changed February 14, 2018, when it all came out. I’m free. I’m alive. I’m learning that life isn’t just eating, sleeping, having sex, and going to the bathroom but it is so much more! Learning that has been a blast! I am also co-managing a grassroots organization called, “REFLECT” and it is all about trans and nonbinary expression through community while being able to completely lean on allies. I am super stoked to be doing this and being a safe place for the queer community of Austin, TX. Look up my Facebook page “REFLECT” for more details. With all of that said, welcome to my life. I welcome all types of people and welcome all types of dialogue. So, drop a comment or two on a post every once In a while​ this blog is mainly just a way to let go of trauma from my past. Expressing it has helped me overcome things I thought I was never going to be able to overcome and I’m living in freedom for the first time in my life.

2 thoughts on “Mad”

  1. Oh Dear. Hope you are well. Life can be hard, I know. Forgiveness is not for the people that hurt us, it is for us. That way, we can let go and move on. You don’t have to have those people in your life. I cut half of my family off and other people who I was close to simply bc I am not obligated to have them in my life. But I forgave. Try to forgive. Then see how it feels. A heavy weight will come off. Maybe not right away. But eventually it will.
    I disagree with you on a lot. I can agree with you on some things. But most of your “truth” I can’t agree with. No judgement. I could get into a debate with you until the cows come home but that isn’t why I wrote you.
    I wrote you to say “hi” and I hope you are ok. Think about you some days. God loves you. And nothing you say and do will ever change His love for you. Just thought i would reach out. Life is beautiful. Hard. Unfair. But beautiful. Much love to you.

    Like

    1. One thing I wanna say is that six years on staff ruined and wore me down. That’s it.

      Other than that I’m not great. About to start an etsy and sell my art. Thanks for thinking about me.

      Like

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.