You are using your religious beliefs as swords into the guts of those you should be “ministering” too and I’m not surprised you can’t see this. You see growing up in you I saw it time and time again that you really could care less about social justice. You even told one of my friends that being a social justice warrior is a curse. A curse? How? Because didn’t the Jesus you love so much go around and love on everyone?
Here is why I am mad. I’m mad because I was lied too my entire life and forced to live a fucking lie for 27 years. That’s why I’m fucking mad thats why I write because I was fucking lied too and no one at ywam gives a fuck. Clearly.
The suicide rate for Trans folks in families that don’t recognize them is double.
I beat up on ywam because I saw first hand what it’s really like. I saw the contradictions. I saw the mess of wire behind the stage and now I’m calling that pile out and Cleaning it up. Sharing my story so I don’t end up dead because the voices are too loud. The more I write the more the voices go away.
My parents voices.
My leaders voices.
My Co workers voices.
My main leaders voice.
All so loud and so hateful.