Thoughts that needed to escape

Tw: LOTS OF CUSSING, ANGER, BITTERNESS, CULT TALK

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Dear evangelicals word-wide,

You have fucked up. You have missed the very thing that you say you are so good at. You have stabbed more people in the back than you realize. You have said, “you love people no matter what” than backstab and belittle those who don’t follow your rules and regulations. You say you care and are sorry when people are oppressed but turn around and treat those of us who are “different” like we are pieces of shit/ worthless human beings with no hope for “heaven” because it always comes down to a sexual sin. Me being transgender means I am sinning and there is no hope for me.

Snap the fuck back to reality, I don’t commit “sexual sin” I’m not attracted to anyone and even if I fucking was it wouldn’t be a fucking sin you insignificant cosmic fucks! Don’t even deny that is what the fuck goes on in your little tiny fucking heads all the time. You think lgbtqia folks are huge sinners and you don’t even realize you stupid god is a fucking them! They have no gender, they have no fucking gender! By your fucking logic they are all loving so why the fuck would they condemn me like all you sad sacks of fucking shit do? Fuck you!

A few weeks ago when I was being harassed by one of your stupid alumni several of you asked if the person being harassed was me. Yet you never called, you never sent me a message, you never fucking reached out! That’s just more proof you all have no fucking clue how to talk to humans other than your white cisgender heterosexual patriarchal males who run the shit. Do you know how much that fucking hurts? I did so much for you and your cult, you expressed the love you had for my family than we left and it was one giant FUCK YOU! Well guess what FUCK YOU TOO all you fucks can just enjoy your rooms in hell next to mine because that’s where you are going by your logic. By your teaching. By your actions.

To the person who was my leader and supposedly one of my friends while I was there, fuck you how could you fucking close off communication completely after expressing care and support for my family? At this point all of that just looks like it was fucking bull shit. I hope you read this, I hope it cuts to your fucking core, I hope you realize that last conversation we had about trump is the reason we fucking left your cult. Bigot. Racist. Womanizer. Misogynist. Cunt.

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sashaadele1

My name is Sasha Adele Braden, a transgender woman, who is queer and living in freedom. I knew I was transgender at the age of five because my development just seemed off so I had an inclination something was very wrong. I was locked away because of shame and I decided that I was going to take my truth to the grave and never open up to anyone because I was full of fear. That all changed February 14, 2018, when it all came out. I’m free. I’m alive. I’m learning that life isn’t just eating, sleeping, having sex, and going to the bathroom but it is so much more! Learning that has been a blast! I am also co-managing a grassroots organization called, “REFLECT” and it is all about trans and nonbinary expression through community while being able to completely lean on allies. I am super stoked to be doing this and being a safe place for the queer community of Austin, TX. Look up my Facebook page “REFLECT” for more details. With all of that said, welcome to my life. I welcome all types of people and welcome all types of dialogue. So, drop a comment or two on a post every once In a while​ this blog is mainly just a way to let go of trauma from my past. Expressing it has helped me overcome things I thought I was never going to be able to overcome and I’m living in freedom for the first time in my life.

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