Thoughts that needed to escape

Tw: LOTS OF CUSSING, ANGER, BITTERNESS, CULT TALK

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Dear evangelicals word-wide,

You have fucked up. You have missed the very thing that you say you are so good at. You have stabbed more people in the back than you realize. You have said, “you love people no matter what” than backstab and belittle those who don’t follow your rules and regulations. You say you care and are sorry when people are oppressed but turn around and treat those of us who are “different” like we are pieces of shit/ worthless human beings with no hope for “heaven” because it always comes down to a sexual sin. Me being transgender means I am sinning and there is no hope for me.

Snap the fuck back to reality, I don’t commit “sexual sin” I’m not attracted to anyone and even if I fucking was it wouldn’t be a fucking sin you insignificant cosmic fucks! Don’t even deny that is what the fuck goes on in your little tiny fucking heads all the time. You think lgbtqia folks are huge sinners and you don’t even realize you stupid god is a fucking them! They have no gender, they have no fucking gender! By your fucking logic they are all loving so why the fuck would they condemn me like all you sad sacks of fucking shit do? Fuck you!

A few weeks ago when I was being harassed by one of your stupid alumni several of you asked if the person being harassed was me. Yet you never called, you never sent me a message, you never fucking reached out! That’s just more proof you all have no fucking clue how to talk to humans other than your white cisgender heterosexual patriarchal males who run the shit. Do you know how much that fucking hurts? I did so much for you and your cult, you expressed the love you had for my family than we left and it was one giant FUCK YOU! Well guess what FUCK YOU TOO all you fucks can just enjoy your rooms in hell next to mine because that’s where you are going by your logic. By your teaching. By your actions.

To the person who was my leader and supposedly one of my friends while I was there, fuck you how could you fucking close off communication completely after expressing care and support for my family? At this point all of that just looks like it was fucking bull shit. I hope you read this, I hope it cuts to your fucking core, I hope you realize that last conversation we had about trump is the reason we fucking left your cult. Bigot. Racist. Womanizer. Misogynist. Cunt.


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