Sorry you all, it has been a very busy few weeks and I haven’t had time to sit down and type my thoughts out. I have a lot of thoughts that I plan on putting together soon! One of my main thoughts and I’m gonna leave it here, If you are apart of YWAM and … More Still Here
Thoughts: The truth of evangelicalism is it has ALWAYS been a cult now it’s run by a dictator, the President of the United States of America. The truth of evangelicalism is it has always been organized racism. Now they can express that openly and get credit from the top seat in America. The truth of … More Talking that talk but sure as shit sucking at walking that walk
I DID NOT CHOOSE TO BE TRANSGENDER. I chose to play the male part because I was scared shitless as to what would happen if I would of come out and how much more fucking trauma I would be experiencing right now. I do not understand why this world is so fucking hateful and the … More I DID NOT…
Why do churches hate my existence but turn the other cheek for the child molester? Abusing rapist? Why do churches forgive child porn producers who are connected to their churches so quick like cover it up almost then discriminate and bash an LGBTQIA+ person? Why do churches allow affairs? But, if the gay couple wants to get … More My Second Coming Out…
What in the world is a dead name? It’s quite simple really it’s a transgender person birth name that they wish to do away with, smash it to smithereens, and cast it out so its never used to refer to that person again. Dead name. It’s dead. Means don’t use it anymore. I’m not even … More P.S.A Dead Name
Tired as fuck Restless as a momma duck Making sure her babies get across safely Across this pond of misery daily Not knowing if today will be the day I’m helplessly stuck
I’m sitting here it’s the middle of August and after going full time with a better job I’m in a hole 100 miles deep 100 miles wide. I have many things I need to be able to cover financially. I have many ways you can help the best at this point is Venmo: @sashaadele I … More Need your HELP!
Don’t tell me or the world for that matter there is a “war on your religion” while playing victim. Don’t tell me that marginalized folks, “need to get a grip and be a little nicer in their responses.” Don’t Jesus-splain, cis-splain, man-splain, or bible-splain me and claim to have it all figured out. You don’t.
TW: Spiritual abuse, Gaslighting, Evangelicals thinking they are the shit, Trump talk, Stockholm Syndrome, Pian, lied too, patriarchy talk, leadership not caring about basic human right, toxic thinking from evangelicals, over spiritualization, and a wholt LOT of BULL SHIT… . . . . . . . . . . Holy shit, first of … More Ywam Pt. 4
One full foot is stuck in the closet getting mangled, bruised, battered, laughed at, mocked, and told it’ll never make it out. I’m still stuck in the closet my poor foot is struggling. I haven’t come out to my parents yet because I fear what they are going to do. Along with what will happen … More Pre-thoughts
Blood above boiling point. Anxiety through the sky into outer space. Depression overwhelming. Uter distaste that hasn’t left since 2016. Being told “god picked him” is really screwing with my mind. Feel insane, Afraid, Traumatized, Exhausted. Why is he still president?
🚨TW::: anxiety, depression, panic attack, voices in the head, trauma. 🚨 . . . . . . . . . . . . Last night I nearly stopped breathing because of the worst panic attack I have ever had in my life… The voices from my old leaders at YWAM started softly filling my head … More Some Beach…
Chester Bennington, The artist who saved my life on countless occasions throughout high school, brought me to a sanity I didn’t know I had, helped me grow in way no other person was able to, and became one of my all time favorite voices in music. Today is the one year of the day he … More “Leave out all the rest”
Let me sit in the passenger seat just for one hour, I’m tired I need a break from this. Let me enjoy my life for just one hour without the fear of being judged. Let me shut my eyes calmly to the sound of a peaceful stream while the birds chirp in the distance. Anxiety, … More Dr. Pepper/Sweet tea
Oh my gawd I forgot to write about my transition, in the middle of all the trump bullshit I have not filled anyone in on how my transition is going! I have been able to do a lot of research into supplements that will carry my hormone doses even further and I tell you what … More Transition progress
Tw: LOTS OF CUSSING, ANGER, BITTERNESS, CULT TALK . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Dear evangelicals word-wide, You have fucked up. You have missed the very thing that you say you are so good at. You have stabbed more people in the back than you realize. You … More Thoughts that needed to escape
When you look at these Trump-Concentration-Camps what do you see? Do you see a follow up of Adolf Hitlers Germany or do you see something different? Do you look at this as good for this nation or evil? Where do you see them going with this? What about the children and those little innocent human … More Untitled: Thoughts
Stuff I can’t/won’t hold in. Stuff I got to say. Where we are as a nation is so dark and cruel yet Christians are silent… I legit don’t feel good at all. . . . . . America, you are screwed up. America, you are now the most hated nation in the world. America, this … More Hey Church, Those crickets are loud…
What is one thing in your life you wish you could control fully? Living in a society run by cisgender heterosexual people there is nothing you can control being queer. At least that’s what I’m finding out. If you are a cisgender heterosexual person reading this and are my friend this is NOT describing my feels for … More Do Something
I’ve got several things that I need to take care of ASAP! Please help. My car got broken into last week and I was able to get a tiny loan to pay for my new phone and a new window but I own still and would like to get it paid ASAP. Anything helps thank … More In a serious need