Tw: suicidal thoughts, lots of cussing, Trump talk (yes trump talk needs a fucking trigger warning), just a giant fucking mess. Also before you call the fucking cops talk to me first. Seriously . . . . . . . . . . The only reason I'm still alive and choosing to live is because [...]
Trauma and grief Grief and trauma With Deconstruction and physical pain Physical pain and deconstruction Sadness with regret Regret with sadness This Wednesday is hard as fuck.
Wednesday’s are always rough, in ywam Wednesday’s where always painfully exhausting. Especially one Wednesday close to the time we left. I was sitting in a staff meeting and this conservative politician was taking about how god has ordained trump to be president without knowing trump was gonna be president. This guy took the whole staff [...]
Monday through Friday sometime Saturday and Sunday I am with a person who blows me away. Being her attendent and being able to see her live her best life is so rewarding. She genuinely cares and that is something I have never experienced in my life. My ex genuinely care under false identity and did [...]