I am tired as fuck, ever since trump sent out that statement wanting to erase 1.4 million of us my insides have just not been the same. I thought I would be speeding up my transition but it has slowed way down because I just don’t have the energy at all. Every day is still … More Yea…
I am 2 and I am watching fox and the hound as my parents are praying for the nations and i keep being a two year old jumping off stuff and enjoying myself when my dad gets up drags me to the other room and just lays into me this cruel talk telling me never … More What the fuck? Part 1…
Jolts of electricity running though my body Jolts that are slowly making me feel crazy I just want to sleep I’m just in this too deep And I’ll beat my self up if I ever get lazy
Who remembers Charlottesville? Who remembers there being “very good people on both sides?” Who remembers “shit hole countries?” Who remembers the shooter at the concert who killed 50+ people? Who remembers ALL THE SCHOOL SHOOTINGS? Who remembers “football players who kneel are sons of bitches?” Who remembers banning transgender folks from joining the military? Who … More OPEN THE FUCKING BOX
Disability rights Black lives matter Lgbtqia+ rights Gun reform Able to eat with out going poor Able to get meds no questions asked Why is it so hard for a Christian to understand this is the foundation in which Christ supposedly laid? I mean even if you do think I’m going to hell the least … More Tired… So tired…
Girl, remember that time in the closet when you would dream about being a beautiful princess wearing pearls, the whitest dress, red strappy heels, and your hair is done to perfection? You were at a party actually enjoying yourself and LIVING your best life possible. You even had a smile on your face. Girl, remember that … More Time In The Closet
My validation has come from all outsiders and not internally ever. I’ve never validated myself because for my entire life I have hated myself. Loathed the idea of living another day just another miserable human being. My entire life since I can remember have beaten myself up never given myself credit or even cared for … More What’s personal validation
#listentowomen The fundamental belief of Christianity comes from the moment Mary supposedly told the truth. If you are a Christian and are so flustered by all these women coming forward maybe you should reevaluate your beliefs. Mary said she got impregnated by an angel and y’all believe that no questions asked. Why is is so … More Listen… it might do you some good
Sorry you all, it has been a very busy few weeks and I haven’t had time to sit down and type my thoughts out. I have a lot of thoughts that I plan on putting together soon! One of my main thoughts and I’m gonna leave it here, If you are apart of YWAM and … More Still Here
Thoughts: The truth of evangelicalism is it has ALWAYS been a cult now it’s run by a dictator, the President of the United States of America. The truth of evangelicalism is it has always been organized racism. Now they can express that openly and get credit from the top seat in America. The truth of … More Talking that talk but sure as shit sucking at walking that walk
I DID NOT CHOOSE TO BE TRANSGENDER. I chose to play the male part because I was scared shitless as to what would happen if I would of come out and how much more fucking trauma I would be experiencing right now. I do not understand why this world is so fucking hateful and the … More I DID NOT…
Why do churches hate my existence but turn the other cheek for the child molester? Abusing rapist? Why do churches forgive child porn producers who are connected to their churches so quick like cover it up almost then discriminate and bash an LGBTQIA+ person? Why do churches allow affairs? But, if the gay couple wants to get … More My Second Coming Out…
What in the world is a dead name? It’s quite simple really it’s a transgender person birth name that they wish to do away with, smash it to smithereens, and cast it out so its never used to refer to that person again. Dead name. It’s dead. Means don’t use it anymore. I’m not even … More P.S.A Dead Name
Tired as fuck Restless as a momma duck Making sure her babies get across safely Across this pond of misery daily Not knowing if today will be the day I’m helplessly stuck
I’m sitting here it’s the middle of August and after going full time with a better job I’m in a hole 100 miles deep 100 miles wide. I have many things I need to be able to cover financially. I have many ways you can help the best at this point is Venmo: @sashaadele I … More Need your HELP!
Don’t tell me or the world for that matter there is a “war on your religion” while playing victim. Don’t tell me that marginalized folks, “need to get a grip and be a little nicer in their responses.” Don’t Jesus-splain, cis-splain, man-splain, or bible-splain me and claim to have it all figured out. You don’t.
TW: Spiritual abuse, Gaslighting, Evangelicals thinking they are the shit, Trump talk, Stockholm Syndrome, Pian, lied too, patriarchy talk, leadership not caring about basic human right, toxic thinking from evangelicals, over spiritualization, and a wholt LOT of BULL SHIT… . . . . . . . . . . Holy shit, first of … More Ywam Pt. 4
One full foot is stuck in the closet getting mangled, bruised, battered, laughed at, mocked, and told it’ll never make it out. I’m still stuck in the closet my poor foot is struggling. I haven’t come out to my parents yet because I fear what they are going to do. Along with what will happen … More Pre-thoughts
Blood above boiling point. Anxiety through the sky into outer space. Depression overwhelming. Uter distaste that hasn’t left since 2016. Being told “god picked him” is really screwing with my mind. Feel insane, Afraid, Traumatized, Exhausted. Why is he still president?
🚨TW::: anxiety, depression, panic attack, voices in the head, trauma. 🚨 . . . . . . . . . . . . Last night I nearly stopped breathing because of the worst panic attack I have ever had in my life… The voices from my old leaders at YWAM started softly filling my head … More Some Beach…