I DID NOT…

I DID NOT CHOOSE TO BE TRANSGENDER. I chose to play the male part because I was scared shitless as to what would happen if I would of come out and how much more fucking trauma I would be experiencing right now. I do not understand why this world is so fucking hateful and the … More I DID NOT…

Limerick: UCK

Tired as fuck Restless as a momma duck  Making sure her babies get across safely  Across this pond of misery daily  Not knowing if today will be the day I’m helplessly stuck

Need your HELP!

I’m sitting here it’s the middle of August and after going full time with a better job I’m in a hole 100 miles deep 100 miles wide. I have many things I need to be able to cover financially. I have many ways you can help the best at this point is Venmo: @sashaadele I … More Need your HELP!

3 dots

Don’t tell me or the world for that matter there is a “war on your religion” while playing victim. Don’t tell me that marginalized folks, “need to get a grip and be a little nicer in their responses.” Don’t Jesus-splain, cis-splain, man-splain, or bible-splain me and claim to have it all figured out. You don’t.

Ywam Pt. 4

TW: Spiritual abuse, Gaslighting, Evangelicals thinking they are the shit, Trump talk, Stockholm Syndrome, Pian, lied too, patriarchy talk, leadership not caring about basic human right, toxic thinking from evangelicals, over spiritualization, and a wholt LOT of BULL SHIT… . . . . . . . . . .     Holy shit, first of … More Ywam Pt. 4

Pre-thoughts

One full foot is stuck in the closet getting mangled, bruised, battered, laughed at, mocked, and told it’ll never make it out. I’m still stuck in the closet my poor foot is struggling. I haven’t come out to my parents yet because I fear what they are going to do. Along with what will happen … More Pre-thoughts

8-3-18

Blood above boiling point. Anxiety through the sky into outer space. Depression overwhelming. Uter distaste that hasn’t left since 2016. Being told “god picked him” is really screwing with my mind. Feel insane, Afraid, Traumatized, Exhausted. Why is he still president?

Some Beach…

🚨TW::: anxiety, depression, panic attack, voices in the head, trauma. 🚨 . . . . . . . . . . . . Last night I nearly stopped breathing because of the worst panic attack I have ever had in my life… The voices from my old leaders at YWAM started softly filling my head … More Some Beach…

Untitled: Thoughts

When you look at these Trump-Concentration-Camps what do you see? Do you see a follow up of Adolf Hitlers Germany or do you see something different? Do you look at this as good for this nation or evil? Where do you see them going with this? What about the children and those little innocent human … More Untitled: Thoughts

Do Something

What is one thing in your life you wish you could control fully? Living in a society run by cisgender heterosexual people there is nothing you can control being queer. At least that’s what I’m finding out. If you are a cisgender heterosexual person reading this and are my friend this is NOT describing my feels for … More Do Something

Donald, The psyco

In a nation controlled by -Evangelical Christians- and a man who is wanting to get into fist-fights with anyone who doesn’t agree with him you get this: The color of your skin segregates you Who you are is wrong, your identity is supposed to be Christs identity Being a woman means you are nothing more than a piece of … More Donald, The psyco